Help My Mother

I Love my Mother so much that i can give up anything for her. I can leave any pleasure and comforts just to be with her. But now my Mother is sick. She is not well. She is physically and mentally ill. She has this sickness in which she bleeds almost every time. She some how gets cuts on her body which causes this bleeding and she her self doesn’t know who is causing this cuts?, who is injuring her? .

Her legs can’t bare her weight any more. Whenever she tries to stand up and walk a bit on her own, some how her legs get jammed, she can’t move then. Like some one is holding them tightly. Now she is just lying on floor asking for help and I, I just can’t help her. I am bounded with my materialistic boundaries and i do have a fear in me that what if i get this disease if i go near her to help. There fore i can just sit and watch her crying, i am helpless. Before you take me wrong, i am not a bad son and not a cruel human being.

I just can’t help her, i am helpless. I am waiting for a Messiha, a healer, a doctor who can help me to help her.

Her brain is not working either because she got some infection in there, which is causing her whole body system a damage. A system which she badly needs, and only way to work it out is to change the brain but i can’t find any. I have been asking around others if there is any one who can donate his/her brain to my Mother. Any one who can sacrifice for my Mother. Any one who can give his/her life for my Mother. But i am not succeeding. Can’t find a single person who want to sacrifice.

I am feeling impotent, courage-less and coward who is not doing anything to save his own mother. And then slowly and gradually i am seeing her dying in-front of me. She is Dead but her eyes are still looking at me with questions. Those Questions which i can’t answer. She is asking me that ” I was Your Mother and you should have saved me “. Then i realize that it should be me who would have sacrificed. It should be me who could be her legs. It should be me who could have wiped her blood and healed her wounds. It should be me who could have given brain for system to work.

A System which is the essentail part for human body to work . Yes it should be me who would have put aside his fear and helped my mother to get a new System.  Because she is my Mother. She is  my Mother land. She is my Country. And I love her so Much.

Tagged as: Courage, Mother, Pakistan